// Moving On…//

So… 

I finally think I have moved on from certain people..

I always say that I’ve moved on but then a few weeks later I come to realize that I still think about her every now and then….

I write lyrics, I write poems, I write music.  This is what gets me through.

Without those three things, I don’t know who or where I would be today.  Music is the most important thing in my life.  It has gotten me through everything.  It makes me actually be able to feel.

I don’t care what people think about me, if they think i’m crazy, weird, pathetic, smart, dumb, talented, ugly, beautiful…

…I don’t care…

What matters most is how I feel about myself and that I know who I am and what I am doing with myself.  

Like I mentioned, a big part of my life is music, and with that said…LIGHTS is the biggest part of my life, she changed my life, not only by her music but by her just being her.  I don’t think I could ever thank her enough for this even though I already have many times.  I know this might sound a little too much, but I’d give my whole life for her…

…I wish people were more like her these days…and not so selfish. *sigh* what has this world come down to </3